And so...

So, my time off is almost over.  You know what I love about being off and out of the work routine?  It gives me a taste of real life.  The whole world is living this life that I am not a part of.  They all know what it's like to stay up until midnight.  What it's like to sleep in until 7am... or, wait for it ... 7.45am.

Life is about having conversations, about laughing, about not feeling guilty about staying up past 8pm and not balking at not waking before 4am.  Who in their right mind thinks they've overslept at 3.45am for heavens sake?  As my nephew so succinctly put it... "but it has a 3 in it!"  He does have a point.

Do I want to carry on as I am, isolated from the world and the world's time line?  Isolated from the rest of the world's routine?  Do I want to sleep while the rest of the world has conversations and laughs out loud?  How has the laughter not woken me so far?

Maybe it's time to change.  I have a theory.  You can change your life or life can change you.  If you procrastinate, as I do... a lot, the universe may lose patience and start to change things without your approval.  If that happens, you'd better catch on quick and hold on tight for the ride.

My cousin, that keeps me sane, and God Mother, (who knew they would come in so handy?) has just read me my horoscope, she also told me that she doesn't read her own anymore, she just reads mine, so here goes; "You need to be firm with people who can’t hear what you’re saying. You want to get a better grip on a situation and if that means a tougher approach, so be it. Current aspects are a signal of positive change. And what’s on offer will take you to a new place. Eventually, everything will unfold just as you hoped it would. It's a case of finding that delicate balance."  Astrologer Barbara Dunn is, frankly, spooky.  I will be checking on her page from now on.