Highs and lows this week. After a few, slightly heated conversations with the garage who sold me my latest car, over four days, I eventually get a call back from the garage, salesman sounding slightly deflated, telling me that, apparently, fault I'm having the issue with is "common" and so I should bring it in to be fixed. So there you go, one problem solved at least.
Work brought more drama and stress and I think I have reached my limit. Several more nights of not sleeping well and a few missed lunches and I'm so beyond worrying, it's untrue. I can't sustain this level of worry any longer.
Friday in work, by stark contrast, was happy, buoyant and actually quite relaxing. My work buddy who is lovely but has a reputation for being a bit of a Mr Grump, (I don't agree incidentally,) was animated, chatty and gave me another great pep talk. No matter what is said, I will forever be hard on myself and impatient with my limitations. I can only hope and pray that sometime, very soon, I will transition to be more than competent at my job.
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