I've had the best two weeks in work recently, the best in the past sixteen months which, when I think about it, isn't good is it? That means that for approximately the past 72 weeks, I have been unhappy, doesn't that make you think? This week was one of the worst. I feel and have felt for a while, unchallenged, unappreciated, taken advantage of, and mostly invisible, which, for a Leo, well, I think my soul is depressed or at the very least, crushed.
I'm now off work for a week, so far, I have spent most of the 22 hours since I left the office, thinking about how much I can't stand work, apart from the time when I was asleep of course. I'm going to try to get things in perspective, pray that I'm just hormonal, (they are so handy to blame emotions and unhappiness on.) I need to be the embodiment of calm and serenity when I go back and find a way to not go insane with boredom and unhappiness... more insane.
On the bright side, did I tell you that my darling nephew CJ donated his old and unwanted TV to me? I am so in love, (I love my nephew of course but I was talking about the TV.) It's like I was blind and now I can see, everything fits where it should, the picture, the information, it's a whole new world and I'm so grateful, see... lucky.
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