Work Hard for a Living?

So, a psychic told me many years ago that I would never be rich and I would always need to work two jobs.  It's been a few years since I worked a full time and a part time job, but I think the time has come for me to find a new, part time job. 

I've been deluged with bills and expenditure these past few weeks, root canal here, road tax there, prescriptions, medication, wedding, birthdays, car repairs.  The list is endless and the bills are mounting.

After a medium sized melt down, (a few sleepless nights and many tears,) I've come to a conclusion.  No, it won't fix immediate and pressing problem (or probably save tooth,) but I'm thinking long term.

For a while now, I have had this nagging feeling that time is running out.  (If I stop posting altogether then you'll know that it eventually really did run out.)  I'm now thinking if I do get a new second job, to go along side the full time job, then I can clear my mortgage, make all necessary improvements, make unnecessary improvements, (decor etc.) take holidays (to you mainly,) visit my friends down south more often and who knows what else?

At the moment, I'm working to pay bills, that's all.  And then... at times like this, the bills aren't even covered.

I believe that you get several attempts at this life, to learn lessons, to attempt to get it right, to be a fully formed soul.  I've always felt like an old soul and then one day, many moons ago, I purchased an astrological reading which, if you believe it, I was told that I had been here many times before and that this journey would be one of my last, I am an old soul.  We can believe what we like,  but that information feels true.

I have had many instances before this to know that I felt like I had been here before, a combination of deja vu and a smart mouth, smart beyond my years.  (Can you imagine a smart, worldly wise mouth on a child?)

So what if this is one of my last journeys?  I would like to be able to live in a place that I love, within calm and serene surroundings, to visit those places on my bucket list and to be surrounded by or at least, be able to visit those people that I adore.

I'm not asking for fast cars, fancy houses or priceless trinkets.  I don't think that I'm asking for too much, do you?