So, my blood pressure is high again. Last time it was this high, I was working two jobs and about to head over to you, remember? I was really worried they would say I couldn't fly.
It got taken last week and I poo pooed it and explained that jeez, it's always high when it's taken at the surgery, (isn't every ones?) But, apparently, I now have to call in at the BP clinic sometime over the next two weeks... just to see. Well I can tell you now, I'll fail, it will be high and if I have another day in work like today, they may lock me in the surgery and throw away the key.
Tuesday and the drive to work was horrendous, the rain was so torrential, I couldn't see the lines in the road, thankfully, there isn't much traffic at my time in the morning. Tuesday was pretty full on in work too and only marginally less stressful than Monday. I'm calm and serene for the most part, we're talking weeks... months on end, and then something tips me over the edge and I snap, blow up like a volcano... you know the story. Well, I well and truly snapped yesterday and my chest was still tight this morning, by noon, I had chest pains but I'm hoping that was wind. I know, I shouldn't make a joke, it could be something serious, but I just think it's work being full on at the moment and frustrating as hell.
So, guess where I am tomorrow night, Wednesday night? I'm meeting our girls for something to eat and a huge, 9 month catch up. I know, in almost 20 years, this is the longest we've gone without dinner, a laugh and a catch up. I also know that you'd love to be here or at the very least, a fly on the wall ;) I wish you were here too. I will tell all... very soon. Love you x
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