So, yes. After breaking up months ago and getting back together and spending a lovely evening together last night... we broke up... for good this time.
It was mutual and friendly of the, "keep in touch, no hard feelings variety," I honestly, wish him happy, I would hate to think of him going through life not happy.
So, I'm okay so far. A bit sad. Probably get more sad over the next few days. I know it's for the best though, and better break up now, after 14 months, than after 2, 3 years, that would have been harder.
I am a huge believer in fate and I thought that God had brought him back into my life after around 26 years, for a reason, but maybe not.
I keep thinking of Carrie and Big, and the on again off again saga that ran for 10 years, more than 10 actually. While there is passion and humour and connection, there will not be any happy ever afters in this love story, just not meant to be.
It was fun while it lasted and I will miss him and think of him fondly, forever.... the end.
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